It is a new year-actually it is the 5th day into the new year. It came very fast for me and as most people have their resolutions for 2012 solidified in their day planners-I am still running mine through my head. A new start-a clean slate–really?
A photo challenge spurred me to think about my resolution for 2012-what do I want to do better? -well- everything- -so that was out–I don’t do well with goal setting. I want to do everything-how do you choose just a few things to fix? Eat better? Exercise? Be a better person? –who doesn’t want those things? I knew I had to seek deeper-and that in itself can be a little scary. I don’t like change–plain and simple–I will put it out there-it is good for me and in the end-I am happy for the change, but I fight it like a cat fights water.
I want to change inside-those things that are unseen-I want more courage-I want to see the unseen in my life. My soul is noisy-I have just realized this–and noise in my soul will rob me of joy and peace-why this noise? My God is calling to me-He says, “Come unto me and I will give you rest.”
My resolution for 2012- B.e.l.i.e.v.e
A belief is what you accept to be true. I think I have made so much noise by pushing truth out and allowing so much noise to drown out the voice of He who gives truth–I want to Believe–
Believe God is enough–be willing to lay down the noise makers in my soul–and Believe that only He is enough.
It will be quite a journey–this year of 2012–I believe God will change me–I believe He will give me that soul rest. I believe, Lord-help thou my unbelief.
Week One of my 2012 P52 project-Resolution